Where No One Lives

Many have come here to the streets, time fades they have hung their heads.

Forward that until the morning of the next day and she’s standing right there in front of me and on the streets, she’s staring at me and saying,”Are you where you wanna be?”

“I drank it all,” is what I told her.

There was a plan that soon unfolded but it was his comings and goings and back and forth, on a day-to-day basis.

Under this bridge is where I stay.

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One of the city’s most famous and popular places.

You stand before me hovering with all your strengths and potentials you have strength in numbers you have summoned me.

-The Homeless

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She Seals Her Own Fate

Bargain Deals To Stage A Come Back Where-The-Cult Follows

I thinks she’s fallen off the face of the Earth or has become seriously ill as in, not well physically or mentally. My question is, “Have I been ill-advised?”

And I know she’s been divorced for over twenty years as you might say, “In the prime of her life.” She’s gorgeous. What is wrong with her that there have been no other live-in lovers and that she has only started running away from their invites. How do I know this? Well, she hasn’t posted anything for over a year! I think she’s in a Coma.

…”And your next stop my little Darling is full blown alzheimers disease”…

Maybe she knows this as was in her Mother’s case.

“Come to me my little Darling.” Maybe this is the little voice she hears inside of her head.

The Forfiture Of Your Soul and Choosing Your Own Fate.

…”I thinks she’s fallen off the face of the Earth or has become seriously ill as in, not well physically or mentally. My question is, “Have I been ill-advised?”…

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This was her home. I knew her. The river was nearby however this was her choosing and that was to remain here because this was all she had.

A single woman of many years. She was choosing her own fate before it was too late. Because she had already felt the onset of the details of this terrible disease. She knew.

..”I thinks she’s fallen off the face of the Earth or has become seriously ill as in, not well physically or mentally. My question is, “Have I been ill-advised..”

This Was Her Fate Before It Was Too Late.

She Had Already Felt The Onset Of The Details.

“I knew her then, and after rediscovering her wished to have had a conversation with her, one or two, many. Now I just look upon her and for what it seems is such a horrible fate, I can only be concerned, if there seems to be one last token verse from her one last judgement a statement, then her words, the distances shared where such a reality lies, this hurts me.”

I just take into account that a surreal judgment has occurred here as depicted.

This creature is engulfing a person for more personal reasons perhaps all the more for more strenuous vows -it’s her fate. No, it’s in her genes, and should I ask what will happen to her next.

The supernatural has occurred and all during this time the creature has sought her out. Now she’s thinking and he’s thinking, “She’s immortal, and I’m not so much like the frail human being I once was.”

Or perhaps not, maybe you are her sidekick down there below the surface, the surface of everything accountable but not of the real world. “Perhaps you were,” where she gathers her own consciousness, “lured in to me, attracted to me.”

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And he was perhaps lured in to her, “You just starting out this morning Young Love,” she calls out to him.

Maybe he’s standing by the shore. I don’t know, really. Perhaps here is her next victim. She should warn him because she did know this person, a man she once knew in her previous life.

So that’s how this works. A person who formats her own fate. I like it – to give it a story line, even though I perhaps am not detailing any references as you can see. This is fiction.

I apologize greatly. But I do know this person, a woman who I deeply regret knowing.

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The Gentleman

The Gentleman

I was trying to read what was going on inside of my mind. Something pertaining to these thoughts I have, either way this was going to wait another day. I keep on opening the book I’m reading, read some of it’s content and then quickly close it up again. I immediately open up a new book and start reading it… I just have seen the book’s movie so I am very much interested to start reading this book.

Now, I have a great thought. All I have to do is walk away from whatever it is that I’m doing at home of reading my books, listening to my music-my playlist and dismiss it for another 24 hours or until later. Oh, and that television is blaring on the cable news channel but I will turn that off because I can’t allow too much information and all this action -of the last channel viewed and my books yes, I’m reading two books at once. I will turn off the internet too and that music. I can’t concentrate.

Yes, that was the thought, to notice the little things around the room and then depart. I would leave things untouched in my home for when I returned. I would see the place as I had left it and what I had been doing or thinking, reading. See it all.

And I never did it. I saw it as if I’d seen it that way, all of it, in my mind. No harm, no foul and no one got hurt or blamed for anything. “They’re gone, gone!” Who would care? “You would care,” I told myself. But you know that’d be neglectful. It would be disgusting. No, If I did leave I would spend a week deep cleaning my home. That’s because when I return things will be in order. When you return you want to relax. And there’s the gardener and the housekeeper to pay. It’s part of being a homeowner and the additional caretaking, the checking, the vigilance and the work.

This wasn’t the first time getting away and some may call this a hiatus. I can’t wait to return to that part of the world again!

I wrote to her some weeks before my departure:

“Thank you for your clemency and for forgiving me. I get the all clear and you’re not delineating astuteness of my ways. I can see you’re not sultry or anything, sulking or pouting. You are being forthright and I see no deceptive involvement if that’s what people do in those area projects where you live. And you were right in your coming out. The storm is about to unfold as that skin of ours flushes and we’re skirting our nakedness.”

Yes, it was and it did and I have. And I’m just looking back on everything that I have done -the last time to that part of the world. I can say that I did enjoy, really enjoy doing this. I can look back to where I’ve been, the many spectacular places where we visited and with these people, friends. On occasions we traveled together to different localities, I was happy to do this. Happy, that’s right!

I’m always ready though when the time comes to get back to my home because I need to rest, some time to restore my engines so to speak.

Well, whatever your itinerary happens to be whether it will be a week or several weeks or many months, to include the in-transit time it takes to get there, this takes it’s toll out on you. I can look back and become envious of my youth and it’s something we all face or will face but giving up is not an option. I still love my experiences of trekking if you wish to call it that traveling to different parts of the world. This is why I try to keep myself in good physical condition.

I wrote to her sometime later after I returned home:

“Thank you for your clemency for forgiving me and giving me the all clear. Nevertheless you hold me at my self worth but I am capable of nothing much at this point. When I left you I have precisely halted all our outings and what we do together, the affordable things we did together and my attention I gave you. This was our habit where you and I have spent enjoyable good times together. You were solid, of astuteness and had cunning ways where you would deny the obvious lying about what the facts were. Just be yourself and be who you are and nothing else! You are a good person. Thank you though for being something to me. That’s all I’m saying. God you’re so sexy!”

How about you. Are you in good physical shape to travel globally and be travel ready at a moments notice? Where’s the excitement, where are all those many adventurous places and who’s ready for undertakings of such adventures?

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